Oh wow that was hard to read, and I give you many kudos for having the cajones to write it. Depression is one of those topics that no one really understands without going through it themselves. This definitely reminds me of my bouts of depression, the 'don't wanna get out of bed because there's no point'. I love this fic so much, and extra kudos for writing it in second person! I don't think this story could've worked as well in first or third, it could've but it probably wouldn't have had such a strong impact. <3 Oh Tony I just want to stuff him in Steve's arms where everything is safe and not crazy. ;o;