I guess I need to take a leap of faith at some point. :/
It's just...hard? to trust people outside of my usual friend group. I got spoiled in high school and found a huge group of crazy people to hang out with. Now I barely see them and I'm not sure how Other People react to stuff. I mean, I was talking some other people the other day and was shocked when someone used the word "gay" in a derogatory way. And then I kicked myself for being shocked.
So I guess what I'm trying to say is that I have very little faith in most of humanity and I'm not sure where this guy, who I really like so far, is going to fall in that. :/
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Date: 2010-11-13 02:42 am (UTC)It's just...hard? to trust people outside of my usual friend group. I got spoiled in high school and found a huge group of crazy people to hang out with. Now I barely see them and I'm not sure how Other People react to stuff. I mean, I was talking some other people the other day and was shocked when someone used the word "gay" in a derogatory way. And then I kicked myself for being shocked.
So I guess what I'm trying to say is that I have very little faith in most of humanity and I'm not sure where this guy, who I really like so far, is going to fall in that. :/
/ramble