TMI: Shit you did not want to know

OMFG, UGH, SHITSHITSHIT. I AM SO MOTHERFUCKING TIRED OF THESE MOTHERFUCKING CRAMPS ALL MOTHERFUCKING DAY.

I AM CRAMPING. SO FUCKING BAD. IT'S UNBEARABLE. I'VE ALREADY TAKEN LIKE, TWICE THE AMOUNT OF MEDICATION I WAS SUPPOSED TO. AND. IT'S NOT. WORKING.

I CANNOT WRITE UNDER THESE CONDITIONS. I WAS GOING TO DO AISHA'S STORY TODAY FOR MY GIRL!JENSEN 'VERSE, BUT I CANNOT. BECAUSE I AM IN PAIN. PAIN. AND FUCK SITTING IN FRONT OF A COMPUTER TRYING TO TYPE IN MY STORY; I JUST WANT SOME FUCKING ICE CREAM. OR BROWNIES.

OW. OW. OW. I HATE THE WORLD RIGHT NOW. ALL OF IT. OW.

So. No story for you today. BECAUSE I HURT AND AM THEREFORE MAKING YOU SUFFER. CAUSE I'M KIND OF A BITCH LIKE THAT. Ow.

I'M GONNA GO FIND MY EFFING HEATPAD NOW. AND I'M GOING TO WATCH THE LOSERS AGAIN. BECAUSE WATCHING JENSEN GET SHOT AND COUGAR TAKE CARE OF HIM MAKES ME FEEL BETTER, OKAY?

OW.

(And yes, I am aware of my irrationality. And I don't care. Because I HURT, ow.)


ETA: DRUGS ARE AWESOME.

Losers Fic: See You in the Sky

Hey, look! I wrote Losers fic that doesn't involve genderswitching! \o/ Though I'm sticking with the girl!Jensen icon, because it's the only Losers one I have.

Title: See You in the Sky
Author: snowdarkred 
Word Count:  ~700
Pairings: some vague Cougar/Jensen, but isn't that canon anyway?
Rating/Warnings: PG, none.
Author's Note: This is my foray into second person POV.   I wanted to open with You're waiting for a train, but I figured that that would be both dickish and obnoxious as well as untrue, so I decided not to. It was a close thing, though. (Also, this is somewhat incredibly loosely based on this prompt: After the helo crash, Cougar just can't focus on Jensen or get in the mood or he feels like he doesn't deserve to be happy yet. Cue Jensen intellectually understanding but emotionally insecure and maybe a bit ashamed that he can't get Cougar hard and he's totally unwilling to push the issue with Cougar. (Maybe one of the others points out what he's doing to Jensen.) Very loosely.)

Summary:   After seeing twenty-five kids blown out of the sky, Cougar wanders. Clay sets him straight.

See You in the Sky

( You are watching the sun set. )