The Good, the Bad, and the - shit, this is gonna turn into an FML entry, isn't it?

The good: I HAVE A JOB! Admittedly not a very exciting job - I'm a hostess at an Asian restaurant near my house - but at least it's a job, right? \o/ My feet hurt, my boss is kind of an asshole, but I have an income! And that, my friends, is very good news.

The SO-SO: My computer was out of commission for a while - I may or may not have fried the little bugger - but it's back now. Hopefully it'll keep going for a few more months, because I have no money with which to replace it. Sadly, almost all of the pics on here are gone - including my icons and some of the banners and stuff that people have made for me over the years, which sucks - but my stepdad somehow managed to save most of my documents....WHICH MEANS THAT I WON'T HAVE TO START OVER ON MY BIGBANG....not that I had much to begin with. But, just in case you were wondering, the broken computer thing was why I haven't been around in the past week. That and the job. Rather time consuming, as I'm sure you know.

The Bad: I am so far behind on all my writing projects. Like, wow, goddamn, I'm really far behind. I hardly have anything written at all. Oops.

The Worse: Leto, my biggest dog, has shown signs of limping again, and I honestly don't know what we're going to do if his shoulders are acting up again. We already spent an obscene amount of money getting him a surgery for last time; if he's still in pain, we may have to put him down. D:

The FUCK MY LIFE: I paid my college tuition, looked at my bank account, and cried. Goddamn, I don't know how I'm going to make it for another year. My job pays good - 7 buck an hour - but I have no financial help in paying for books or tuition or anything, and I can't work all the time. I still have to eat and go places and occasionally buy a used book, or I might go crazy. And I don't know how much longer my little computer will keep going. Though, thanks to anruiukimi 's help, I found a place where I might be able to replace her if she fails again without selling my soul or prostitution. :D

The fact is, life sucks. FML.

BONUS:

SPN fic: Creeping Past Forever (it's a long way down)

Title: Creeping Past Forever (it's a long way down)
Author: snowdarkred 
Word Count:  ~1.5K
Pairings: gen; past Sam/Jess
Rating/Warnings: PG-13. Some darkish themes.
Author's Note: I found this on my computer a little while ago. Apparently, I wrote it? Who knew I could do introspective and circular? (Okay, so that isn't a surprise, but whatever.) I love Sam, and I love Sam thinking thinky thoughts. So of course I'd writing him having them, wouldn't I?

Summery: Dean sleeps by the door, between the outside world and Sam. Between Sam and the outside world.

Creeping Past Forever (it's a long way down)

( There are times, in the dark dead of the night, right after the witching hour has passed, that Sam will lie awake and think. )