snowdarkred

Googling my real name is pretty useless; all that comes up is someone else's poetry and a bunch of Arthurian legends. And cars. Googling my username is pretty surreal, though, because stuff actually pops up with it, and it's strange to look at something and think, 'Huh, this is what people see when they get curious about me.' And then I freak out about the idea that people are, in any way, curious about me. Because I have no idea why I would be interesting enough to warrant getting a drop down menu/whatever for my username on freakin' Google. :/

For a while, I thought that maybe it was just my computer, since I've googled myself before in order to find some of my accounts on various websites - I always use the same username wherever, so if it says snowdarkred it's probably me. I thought maybe it was just popping up because I've searched it before. But I hung out with a friend of mine tonight (food! shopping! geekery!) and I snagged her computer to show her a Glee video, and while I was on, I tried googling myself again...and the same thing popped up. So it's actually a thing. And I think I'm so flail-y about it because, most of the time, I forget that there are more than five people reading this journal. I mean, I'm very, very far from being, God forbid, a BNF, but I do have people who have friended me for whatever reason (you included ;D) who read this and it's just...strange? I mean, I'm not that interesting. I ramble. I bitch. I occasionally post fic that is halfway approaching decent. /o\ *is the most useless person ever*

LOL. You should send the other jenna a message; tell her to step off your name. ;) Is it good karaoke, at least?

...Sorry for the rambly reply. :)