I don't want to be one of those people, who only talks about how much their life sucks, but the universe is kind of kicking me in the balls right now, and all I want to do is empty my bank accounts and run the fuck away. Which isn't fair to anyone makes me feel terrible because there are people who need me here and I can't just disappear on them, no matter how much easier it would be.
Well, if it makes you feel any better, it sounds like I'm exactly where you're at. Sometimes life just blows. But you'll pull through, bb. As corny and completely useless as that is :)
No you aren't. ::hugs:: You just need things to go better, I feel. I'm cheering you on from here <3 If you want to talk, I'm usually around either on AIM or FB, like usual.
Damn it! You are not terrible...cause see if you were terrible then I would be terrible...and yeah...so you are not terrible.
Okay...it's gonna go like this...I has to go eat breakfast...and do my work (it's Friday, it's cleaning day). Then I need to write my two porn battle stories or at least put a good enough indent into them that I feel like I've made progress and am not going to be flailing when they're due in two days (or well almost due).
Then I am going to pull Doom out and start working on someone's Jensen story.
Meanwhile YOU are going to look at that fucking adorable baby otter that you've sent people, do whatever shit you need to do to get through today AND GET THE FUCK ON AIM and talk to someone. GOT IT?!
Okay...done yelling...going to eat.
You are not a terrible person, bebe, you are a young lady who is fucking overwhelmed by things.
You're not a terrible person! Sure, everyone has those moments when they do stupid things and hurt people and life just sucks, but to be a terrible person I think you must want to be one and consciously choose to be terrible, and I really don't think you're one of those.
And as tygermama said, bitch as much as you want. There's a huge difference between bitching for the sake of it and to bitch because you need it.
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Date: 2011-01-14 04:22 am (UTC)*smush*
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Date: 2011-01-14 04:27 am (UTC)Otters are awesome.
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Date: 2011-01-14 05:15 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-01-14 04:45 am (UTC)Everyone has days/weeks/months where they feel overburdened and put upon and like every single fucking thing goes wrong. I have them all the time.
It's okay. You need to bitch, bitch. We're here and will listen if you need us. That's what friends/flists are for.
*HUGS*
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Date: 2011-01-14 04:47 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-01-14 07:08 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-01-14 01:54 pm (UTC)Okay...it's gonna go like this...I has to go eat breakfast...and do my work (it's Friday, it's cleaning day). Then I need to write my two porn battle stories or at least put a good enough indent into them that I feel like I've made progress and am not going to be flailing when they're due in two days (or well almost due).
Then I am going to pull Doom out and start working on someone's Jensen story.
Meanwhile YOU are going to look at that fucking adorable baby otter that you've sent people, do whatever shit you need to do to get through today AND GET THE FUCK ON AIM and talk to someone. GOT IT?!
Okay...done yelling...going to eat.
You are not a terrible person, bebe, you are a young lady who is fucking overwhelmed by things.
*hugs you tightly*
you know where I am if you need me.
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Date: 2011-01-14 05:48 pm (UTC)And as
*Smooches*